roller coasters:
I'm not very good at those. However, you can get me to ride one of those if
you beg hard enough. I've watched enough documentaries about F1 Fighter Jet
pilots to know how to deal with G-forces. So read thoroughly: learn how to
pull your stomach back by doing a muscle contraction similar to a stomach
crunch. You can also do this motion by doing a very serious butt flex. The
trick is to hold this as long as possible. This way, you won't allow your
stomach or whatever is sloshing in your body to bounce up and down during
the ride. Don't worry if you hurl, I think you're suppose to do that when
your body goes through such extreme pressure and gravity change.
girls: I love girls, but only in a
certain way. I find many girls and women physically attractive. Among them,
I think athletic girls and goth girls are the ones that tickle me the most.
I have a great appreciation for women who are into sports, although I may
not be such a great sports fanatic myself. Goth girls are another favorite,
because of the delicate, yet sexy combination of make-up, attitude, and
individualism. Pink would be one of the gals on my hottie list and you know
she's got tons of gay boy admirers. However, don't expect to ever hear me
have a bisexual experience; that's impossible!
being scared: Fear is suppose to
be...scary. Everyone's body handles it differently though. For me, I feel
fear as this insect-crawling-like sensation running up and down my spine. I
can sometimes feel the adrenaline pump through my body and from my heart.
When I'm really scared, I try to close my eyes sometimes, because I can
imagine all the flashing images that run past my eyes. Those images
sometimes comes to my mind so fast that I just want to block them out. Fear
is when I can't block them out, knowing that I can't do anything but just be
there. So fear isn't really about anyone or anything, it's just the play on
the circumstances that you're facing. Creepy, huh?
poverty: That's a tough topic to
discuss. I am sometimes very conscientious about the ways that I talk about
it, because you can seriously offend people without even knowing it. I
definitely think that poverty exists and it's caused by all the greed,
racism, sexism, and homophobia. Some people consider it a disease, because
poverty can be passed down from one generation to another, from parent to
child. How do we cure poverty? Education, exposure to culture, and having a
balanced life. The other end of the tunnel from poverty is not wealth. It's
the realization of what you have...an appreciation for the things that you
can call your own. It can be dignity (for many people, it's the most valued
thing of all), family & togetherness, or just a thirst for life. You don't
have to be rich to enjoy life. You just have to find enough positive things
in life to drown out the negative stuff.
being naked: It's not too bad to be
naked. Some people might be embarrassed or uncomfortable with what they see
in the mirror. Hey, sometimes they are embarrassed by what they see when
others are naked. Sometimes it's difficult to get over this whole societal
hype over the nude human form. I don't know what to really say about public
nakedness, but it's must not be too fun in either extreme heat or cold. When
I look in the mirror (when I am naked), I strangely feel elated that I'm
happy with what I see. My mantra for my own body image is, "No one can make
you feel ugly except yourself."